February 28, 2017 9.17pm

I´m waiting on the stairs

My kilt, green bag, my nails

All for nothing, you are not coming tonight.

You´re waiting inside

Tú...you

All for nothing, I am not coming tonight

February 28, 2017 9pm

Shepherds Bush

The rail...the train roaring, bringing your voice in the morning. The rail...the train...the roar and your voice again. 
It´s you again, but I can´t see you, this moment

There not yet. There will

One, two, three...the platform...dirty, grey, rough, empty...no one, no life.

I squeeze my eyes tightly, in a rage 

I am now in Shepherds Bush, the wagon door is open

I squeeze my eyes furiously, I do not want to look

Red...red...red

My heart outside the wagon, still beating on the ground. 

Dirty, grey, rough, empty ground.

I am at Shepherds´s Bush, at this moment.

February 27, 2017

                                      Ridges

                                                              Crystal

Sharp surfaces near to my skin. They are coming, they are whispering above my epidermis.
Small needles of pointed ice. Cold, blue and curdle. Is that my blood?

My hair leaks, my body is bend over the rail of my balcony.

February 26, 2017 22.43

I can see the edge tonight

Giving myself to the space

Tying my feet with a dry rope

my hands and fingers

my arid eyes 


I 

am 

nearly there...........   
                                     

February 26, 2017 1.50pm

I can not see in the darkness,
but I can touch the black.

Then the light turn on
and I look through one of your kisses,
again.

February 26, 2017 1.25pm

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February 25, 2017

I steal for her every kiss I wish to give you and it dies on my lips every moment
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